Why I'm the unlucky one??

Aikss~~
Last wed went for squash league, i hit the wall...
Emm.. Dun misunderstand, i'm not purposely go to hit the wall... I want to go hit the ball, but i can't manage to break in time. So... Hehe.. I think you should know what happen next... No need to say dy... Tis wed the unlucky thing happen again... This time i get hit by the ball (hit my nose straight!)... Aikss~~ Sad sad~~ After the league, I received a call from a senior. The first thing he ask is " how is you nose?". Aikss~~ Really embarassing.. I think many people already know the incident.. haha... I dunno what am i going to hit on next wed.. haha.. (touch wood) My friend say that i'm going to hit the head next wed.. haha.. I dunno... If next wed happen incident again in the same court... Emm... I dunno wat to say dy.. If you wanna know wat will happen to me next wed, just wait for my post ya^^ hehe..

moody~~

Actually i'm very moody today.. I'm very unhappy bout those thing that happen yesterday nite.. I tot we can enjoy our movie den go 4supper.. But den, it din go 4wat i expected.. After the movie, i seem to be invisible to u all.. By the way, I'm juz beside there yesterday nite..You all juz ignore that i'm there.. Juz keeping on talking bout those topic that seem alien to me.. I used to ask myself that, am i your fren?? Did you think bout my feelings?? I'm really upsad for those event that happened yesterday nite.. I treat u like my fren, i really do. But, what i get actually?? I dunno how to describe it..
My 1week holidays juz begin, i plan to do all the assignment and revise all the subj for the coming exam.. Juz reached my hometown today.. Miz all my frens here.. Actually i got no idea for where to go during these holidays.. Perhaps that i won't waste the time.. Wanna sleep dy.. Hope that tmr i will be better..

Bad Mood Vs Future

Such a long time I didn't write blog dy. My mood today was really bad. The lousy car in the centre, make me so annoyed about it. What the hell! Don’t know what kind of car is that. The car bully me, the stupid XX also bully me. Keeping on scold me. That is not my fault what! All of this is because of the lousy car. Hate it so much! Haiz, I have my car exam on next Tuesday, don’t know I can pass it or not. Perhaps that I will pass it. I’m going to Malacca on June, a bit excited for my daily life there. I will have lots of freedom there. I will as free as a bird in the sky. Like it lots. No more disturb from brother and sister, no more nagging from mom.

Just back from part time work. Today is my first time ‘attend’ a wedding, not as a guest, but as a worker there. This is an easy job, but very tiring and boring. Just to serve one table only. The thing that I get interest is the couple who getting marry today. Every one have their own love story, the couple today will have their own story too. When talk about story, I still remember that I attended a talk before that talk about life is like a movie. Every one is the director of their own life. You can choose to act the movie that you like. There are comedies movie, black and white, action and tragedy movies. If you are the director of your life, which movie will you act? Of course, for me I will choose to act a comedies movie. Lets talk about the bride today. The bride is not very pretty, just ok only. But her partner, really handsome but a bit short la. Hehe. These say that, the percentage of marriage between handsome guys and pretty girls is low. Nowadays, you can see those couple one of them handsome, another just ok only. Or in another way. When I see the couple that marries today, I started to think of my future partner. The one who will accompany me till end of my life will be who? It is really a question mark. I’ll know the answer few years later when I meet my prince. Now, I have to study hard for my future, my dreams, and my career. My dream is to have my own coffee shop. Now I need to earn enough money to have my own shop. Gambateh!!

Stress Vs Sad

These few weeks is the exam week. Well, my life now is full with stress. Got to study many subjects. Today I'm sitting for my add math exam, it's quiet hard. The exam paper has been put onto the net, so the bad news is we got to retake out add math paper. I'm not sure it's a bad news or good news for me. May be the next add math paper's questions will not be so difficult to solve. My SPM is coming soon, on the November. I dunno whether i can pass the exam with the flying color o not. I haven't finish do my revision yet, i dunno can i finish it by time. I feel that I'm running with the time. I'm really rush of time. This kind of feeling is really bad. Very stress!! Beside that, I'm worry bout my future. I'm not sure what course to take after my secondary school. I've many dreams, but that is just dream. I'm not sure what I really interested in. That's the problem. Tomorrow I'll be sitting for the history exam, and I not yet finish revise it. Dunno will i fail the exam this time o not. Perhaps that I'll pass it. Well, I'm feeling much more better now after writing all those thing that I worry about. Go go go!! There is always a better day tomorrow. Be happy ya^^

Get out of my mind!!

It's so many months since we broken up. We din meet each other in these months. Why you always get into my mind when i wanna to study? I still remember those place that you bought me go. We went to swim, play, eat and so on.. But until now, i still dunno what's the problem between us! My friend told me that you're just playing with me, but i din believe it. I would want to know what's the matter. Do you know that, you really hurt me. I'm still thinking of you. You're going to make me crazy. I knew that you dy have a girl friend now. My friend told me. I'm very sad for hearing that news. But i wish you be happy always. I'll try my best to forget you. Don't come into my mind anymore. Take care!